being it is soon to be halloween, horror movies are being shown in marathon quantiies. something to ponder. which type scare you more the obvious such as frankenstein, dracula, wolfman, zombies, or the ones that perhaps could actually take place. Texas chainsaw, house of a 1000 corpses.

I watched dee Snider's Srangeland and was sort of blown away in that folks like that actually exist and carry a horror affect triple of any "monster" types.

Snider seemed to truly relish his portrayal of the baddie (carleton hendricks)as he relished his character from "Twisted Sister"

creeped me out.

There is a wonderful person on live journal, that through her mind and writings, can, if you allow her, introduce you to story lines, characters, and places you would never have dreamt going.

If you believe that the darkness of one's mind/imagination can be a powerful erotic agent, then hop aboard and allow yourself to be taken to wherever your mind and spirit allows.

But, if you are one to judge and scorn that which you do not understand, well then just stay put, I am certain that something more domestic in its composition will eventually come along and bore you to death.

SOOOOO, what do you think. they seem to have some really good findings, but it's the Rotor Rooter thing that sorts of gets me. Plumbers (loosely at best) spirit hunters by night. Quite a transition. i bet they are making the $$$$$ hand over fist as the saying goes.
There used to be a show called "the Most haunted Places' where they had cameras attached to the participants as they rooted around these god awful places.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Current Location: At the key Board
Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Music: Fleedwood Mac

If you are looking for a person to start a relationship, what is one aspect of that person that attracts you? Is it physical in nature (face,hair,body type) or is it more along the inter-personal part such as conversation and easy of interaction. it seems that most marriages fail in part because individuals fail to do their homework on what they require in a girl/boyfriend, husband or wife. why is that?? Maybe the emotional or not wanting to be without a relationship that causes folks to blindly enter into ones that seems doomed.

so what are folks looking for?

So I was over this girl's apartment in new haven (Whalley Ave) and she gets this phone call from her sister and all I hear is "OH MY GOD NO! so she out of the room, but I can get drips and drabs and come to the conclusion things ain't going good on the other end of the line.

well she comes back quite ashen looking and tells me her sister's husband left his wedding ring on the kitchen table and walked out. After a time I find out "The Rest of the Story" Seems her sis and hubby were/are having problems for a while. so the sister starts a site on myspace and starts talking to men, and calling them and visa versa on her cell phone. from what this girld said, her sis was indulging in mucho phone sex and was planning on meeting this one guy. Now here's where it gets good. You see, hubby pays all the bills. yep all the bills which includes ALL the phone bills (can you say stupid) so he sees this unfamiliar number over and over, calls it, gets this guy, asks a few questions, and BINGO! so long honey. Lord how dumb ass is that. she didn't even delete any of the emails (which were quite explicit I was told) hello betty!!

Oh well. so now hubby is gone and her sister is wondering why!!!! it's a soap opera for retards.

In a way it made my week, and reenforced my beief that you chance getting your head chopped off at anytime when in a relationship.

yes honey. I am on myspace, and I am using "Easy lay" as my screen name, and I am also having phone sex and email sex. But why are you mad!!

Current Mood: Life Is Good, Ain't It

Well it's Monday AM and it is finally showing signs of the sun shining. rained for the past 3 days. But, i do like the rain since it gives you the opportunity to settle back and relax.

I posted earlier how this school thing isn't working out. well since I have been back in the civilian lifestyle, it has been a bit difficult to get in step with what folks here think its important. i think in many ways I am old school in my thinking on what should be a person's priorities. That sounds truly presumptuous on my part, but I have always handled things from a little outside of mainstream thinking and actions.

I read in one person's journal how outraged she was at Bush toying with the idea of beginning the draft. she was so upset, but failed to realize that everyone owes this country something. Many other countries have a manditory service requirement. why not here?

what could cause an individual to kill all those young girls in PA. what demons/devils took control and caused him to slip into the abyss. to any normal person it is beyond belief. and to add to things it was just one of many killings during the week. if you look at the events of what is taking place in the world, you cannot help but wonder what is happening.

So I really think it's time for a WTF! book. Truly, just think about it. There isn't a single man, woman, or child that in their own way has not uttered that phrase or at least quietly thought that at a time in their life when something just plain old screwed the pooch (as Teddy DuChamp exclaimed to Gordie in Stand By me)

Seriously, no matter how pure, pius, or clean from sin we might proclaim ourselves to be, we have all been there, done that.Hey The teacher gave me a65 on that test, and I studied all night (between beers) WTF!

Family, friends, work and career, school, marriage, kids, taxes, and just about anything that strikes a nerve or stands the hair on the back of a person,s neck qualifies for a good WTF!

Uttered at times of disbelief and coupled with a good head or crotch sratch, only raises the impact of the world's most used phrase.

hey! your wife or husband just left you and four kids, a mortgage, a car payment, and for what, a 19 yo cheerleader or some blonde dredlocked skateboarder. and all time you thought things were going great. WTF!!

You see, there is a need , and you would never run out good WTF's, never.

so if you have some good ones leave a comment or email me vanir97@yahoo.com
hell! it might even get on Oprah's book club list. WTF!

Current Mood: Uppers do that!
Current Music: Billy Joel "Scenes From An Italian Resturant"

well i am sitting here at my desk just staring out at nothing. i probably have a dose of ADHD. Thinking of dropping this whole school thing and going down to the Keys and hire on with a charter fishing boat (like Capt. Ron) i had an uncle that used to deliver boats up and down the east coast for companies and individuals from Florida to MA,CT, ME a great job. he was coast guard certified.

That's what I would like to do. There is just something missing. It's like running away to join the circus (i would be zippy the Pin Head)

So I am working what amounts to a full-time job (really early am to real early am) going to school full time, getting little or no sleep becuse on the weekends i work the door at this bar/club in New haven. The owner was delighted to have an ex-recon marine working the door. Hope nothing ever goes wrong and folks get stupid crazy, cause I don't want to go head to head with anyone. I just want to collect a check, schmooze the wonderful Yalie, and SCSU girls, and chill my shift.

Semper_Fi

Current Location: New Haven near Ellsworth Ave
Current Mood: Fn "A"
Current Music: Paul Davis "I go Crazy"

well it is Monday about 8:50am and i have been up since 2:30am, so i have already put in close to a full day's work.

Now I might start rambling, but since it seems nobody reads the posts, it doesn't seem to make a difference what I decide to post.

RELATIONSHIPS, basically are mutual manipulation societies where the better manipulator winds up getting the best of the relationship.Toss out the me for you, you for me poop,after a while most (almost all) relationships wind up in the "Taker/Giver" catagory. I can see why folks that tend to saty in long term relationships, seem angry and are seemingly always sniping at the other person. Maybe their are in some fashion showing their disapointment at what they thoght would be a great and lasting love/relationship, but has proven not to be the case. Have you ever missed someone so badly that it took up all your time. That when you finally did get to see them, it was a sort of let down, like something was missing/absent.

i was once in a relationship where i thought things were good, and that we had a good ebb and flow in our thoughts/wants/needs, and how the opther person was able to pick up on these.

wound up in the trash bin really big time. she over a time became the manipulator, while I, alas became the manipulatee.

So now I trust absolutely nobody, NOBODY!! it isn't worth the time/effort/and the results aren't worth the disappointment/sorrow/hurt.

You learn by your mistakes they say..Bull Poop! You learn when your heart gets ripped out and stepped upon.